home sweet home

HELLO PENANG!

*waves

ahh...it is definitely good to be home

it's nice seeing my parents and sister after 2 long weeks

it's so comfy to sleep on my beloved bed

its so wonderful to be able to taste penang food again

YES! YES! YES!

for the first time ever in my food engineering subject that i answered the whole paper. if only my previous quiz 1 and midterm paper was as easy as quiz 2 paper. or should i say if only i study harder for my quiz 1 and midterm paper? *sigh.

i hate wasting my weekend doing NOTHING.

'nuff said.

nescafe

it makes my teeth yellow and my breath stinks!

despite that, it keeps me awake during exam period.

not in the mood

as i've always said, time flies when i'm in penang and crawls even slower than a snail when i'm back in kl. unfair isn't it? though i'll be done with kl by year end, but i can't help to shed a tear or two each time i return to kl. call me crazy, but i am one!

anyway, i've got this "24-hours-pre-return-to-kl" sickness whereby 24 hours prior to my departure, i'll be very anti social. i prefer to stay at home, dine and spend more time with my parents, sisty and my doggies, sleep early on my comfy home-sweet-home bed and keep myself away from the internet *today is an exception and . so in other words, i shouldn't be blogging right now even though there's so much things in mind which i'll like to blog it out.

so t.t.f.n *ta-ta-for-now and you'll hear from me when i'm back in kl.

confession of a silly gooseling

i am not that independent as what you think i am

though i can clean the house, cook and survived on my own in kl without a maid here to serve me, but that doesn't mean that i am independent. at times i'm dependent on my housemates on certain problems, i'm dependent on my classmates on getting good grades for my lab reports and assignment to ensure that i got good grades for my overall marks, i'm dependent on my friends on companies and transportation...and at the age of 22-going-to-23, i'm still dependent on my parents on certain aspect.

i am not that brave as what you think i am

i dare not sleep alone. i freak out when there's no electricity. i'm afraid of dark. i'll scream like a lunatic when i see lizards around. i'm scared when i'm boarding a bus alone at puduraya. i'm scared when i'm surrounded with negros in the lift but i know i just have to put on a brave face in front of them so as to let them know that i'm not scared of them.

i am not that smart as what you think i am

no doubt my grades are above average, but that doesn't prove that i'm smart. of all the grades i've achieved...i work extra hard for it. i spent 10 hours studying when others spent like 3 hours? okay, i'm over exaggerating here. lols. but truth is, i wasn't born smart nor stupid. i work and study hard to ensure that i don't repeat my "ungraded results" thingy again.

i am not that friendly as what you think i am

i received a lot of feedbacks from my friends saying that i'm very lansi when they first met me. the truth is, i dislike talking to strangers. i'll only start talking to you naturally after getting to know you better. if you expect me to get close to you after a few sessions of "hie-bye", then forget it. i won't, i'm more introvert. if you expect me to add you in my friendster or facebook after saying hie and bye/ after having a few conversation, then forget it too. i'm more lansi, i admit.

i am not that steady as what you think i am

i'll get nervous when i'm doing my assignment presentation in front of the class. i'll feel insecure if the work i'm doing differs from what others is doing. i'm scared whenever the taxi i'm taking from ktm station back to my condo uses a different route. i'll chicken out if i happen to be a third party in someone's relationship. if there is a problem that i can't solve, then i'll tend to avoid it. sigh. at times, i wish for myself to be as steady as nina or maybe to be as tough as eve chiah. and my greatest fear right now is will i be able to complete my thesis alone? will i be able to cope with my studies as while as giving my best in my thesis at the same time?

kl isn't my place

the weather is so hot

the air is so dirty and polluted

the food sucks to the max

the drinking water taste weird

the silence in the house is deafening

my bed isn't that comfortable

my neighbours aren't friendly

life is too hectic here

i seem lost. i'm still in my holiday mood.

i haven't adapt myself fully.

i'm here in a place i don't belong

I WANT TO GO HOME!

the cycle of over eating

what happens when you over indulge yourself with mum's delicious home cooking as well as penang's infamous hawker food?

INDIGESTION

what happens after indigestion?

DIARRHEA

who becomes your bestest friend when you are suffering from a diarrhea?

TOILET BOWL

you'll be practically spending the whole day in the toilet

who becomes your worst enemy when you are suffering from a diarrhea?

FOOD, FOOD and FOOD

what will your friends and family say to you when you are suffering from a diarrhea?

TOLD YOU NOT TO EAT SO MUCH DI LAR

GREEDY PIG...NEXT TIME DARE OR NOT?

JOM, LET'S GO FOR IKAN BAKAR AGAIN

I HOPE YOU LEARN YOUR LESSON WELL

what is the beauty of having diarrhea?

LOST 4 POUNDS IN 2 DAYS

what happens after your recovery from diarrhea?

EAT, EAT and EAT

and the cycle repeats.

it's all out

my exam results are out!

and sad to say, the results were very disappointing. i didn't do that well for my nutrition and metabolism paper as it was the last paper and i was too distracted away. but the good thing is, i passed all the subjects. i'm gonna work harder for the next semester. *i've been saying that for the nth time.

my semester timetable is out!

and boy am i happy to say that next semester will be more relaxing compared to last semester. only one class on monday morning, another one class on tuesday noon, two classes on wednesday, two classes on thursday (which ends at 11am) and NO classes on friday. HOO HOO! this means i can go back penang on thursday afternoon till sunday or even monday *if i decided to skip monday class. lols.

my final year project title is out!

i've already spoke to ms. roseline about having her as my supervisor and i have serene as my project partner. my title will be "consumer survey: dietary, physical activity and lifestyle habits". the recommended place to conduct this survey is in shopping complexes and bookstores. it would also involve taking weights and height measurements (BMI) of the respondents. i'm sort of looking forward to it.

it's may already!

holy shit! time flies. another 11 more days and my days in paradise will be OVER!


sam asked: so how? what ya gonna do?
i replied: eat, sleep, watch dvd and play even harder!

the moment i laid my eyes on you, i felt hopelessly in love with you. you're the one i think of day and night and i can't get you out of my head.

i've searched high and low from ebay to online boutiques to shopping complexes, but i still couldn't find you. it's either they come in the wrong design, wrong colour or wrong size. please tell me where to find you for i'm desperate to make you mine.

the best feelings in the world are...

10. coming out of an exam knowing you did pretty well
9. when you wake up early and realise it's saturday/ public holiday
8. when you have a good hair day
7. when you have plenty of money to shop
6. going shopping with your babes
5. when someone surprises you
4. when he whisper sweet nothings in your ear
3. when you fall asleep in his arms
2. knowing that you're surrounded by family and good friends
1. when he says i. LOVE. you

pms-ing

it came a week earlier than expected

i'm emotionally unstable

my tummy hurts

indeed it does.

i need to refrain myself from taking pain killers

it's bad for health.

god, the pain is unbearable

i'm going to hit the bed

conservative fashion sense

the reason i’ve been heavily indulging in online shopping is partly because:

release any built up tension/stress when exam is around the corner (since i don’t have time to hit the shopping complex)
i don’t like going shopping alone
my babes have to work and can only shop during the weekends

but online shopping is more than hateful because it’s either the clothes:

have been sold out
fit best for petite women
not worth the price
too revealing

all these while, i never fancy wearing clothes that are too revealing. it just makes me feel uncomfortable and insecure. to me, low-cut clothes that exposes cleavage is not fine either. i can’t help but to worry if the clothes will slip away from my body and leave me naked.

sigh. how i wish to have more confidence and courage to wear clothes that can perfectly show off my assets.

show me the M.O.N.E.Y

right now, i'm so desperate for money because i want to buy:

sony t-70 cyber-shot digital camera

sony vaio white notebook

ipod touch

dad suggested that i should go rob a bank. sarcastically, i replied "which bank? RHB?" mum smacked her forehead and said "what dad meant was rob him because bank = dad".

i SHOULDN'T

the past 3 days have been really tough for me. just imagine sitting for 3 exam papers in 2 days. after yesterday's analytical chemistry paper, my whole soul just gave in and i felt relieved. relieved that everything is 3/4 over. relieved that i no longer need to wake up as early as 5.30am to do my last minute revision. relieved that i can now fully concentrate on my nutrition and metabolism without any worries. but yet, i shouldn't be doing this right now. i repeat, i SHOULDN'T. i SHOULDN'T have acted like as if i'm already free from exam when i still got one more paper to sit for on monday. i SHOULDN'T slept till 8.30am. i SHOULDN'T online the whole morning. i SHOULDN'T be watching series from youtube. i SHOULDN'T have turned my ipod on. i SHOULDN'T be doing online shopping. i SHOULDN'T have slept my whole afternoon away. i SHOULDN'T be blogging right now. most of all, i SHOULDN'T be wasting my precious time doing nothing if i don't want to wake up at 5.30am to do my last minute revision.

i seriously need someone to spank my ass.