i SHOULDN'T

the past 3 days have been really tough for me. just imagine sitting for 3 exam papers in 2 days. after yesterday's analytical chemistry paper, my whole soul just gave in and i felt relieved. relieved that everything is 3/4 over. relieved that i no longer need to wake up as early as 5.30am to do my last minute revision. relieved that i can now fully concentrate on my nutrition and metabolism without any worries. but yet, i shouldn't be doing this right now. i repeat, i SHOULDN'T. i SHOULDN'T have acted like as if i'm already free from exam when i still got one more paper to sit for on monday. i SHOULDN'T slept till 8.30am. i SHOULDN'T online the whole morning. i SHOULDN'T be watching series from youtube. i SHOULDN'T have turned my ipod on. i SHOULDN'T be doing online shopping. i SHOULDN'T have slept my whole afternoon away. i SHOULDN'T be blogging right now. most of all, i SHOULDN'T be wasting my precious time doing nothing if i don't want to wake up at 5.30am to do my last minute revision.

i seriously need someone to spank my ass.