wedding bells and making babies

it's everywhere. i wonder why?

it's either they tell me that their pregnant or a baby is born.

the thought of getting marry and becoming a mum had already flooded my tiny little brain as young as 4 years old. i've been caught a few times by my grandma wearing a white gown with a bunch of fake flowers on my hand, pretanding like as though i'm walking down the aisle on my wedding day. when i was 13 years old, my mum caught me trying out a few of her maternity outfits.

even as i grow older, all these thoughts had never failed to cross my mind. indeed now that i'm 22 years old going to 23, i kept on telling myself that I'M GONNA GET MARRY AND BE A MUM IN ANOTHER 5 - 6 YEARS TIME! i can waste the whole day browsing through other people's wedding photos posted up in youtube, just to imagine my bridal shots. i'll tend to imagine on my big day or maybe my pregnancy days every night before i hit the bed. *do you think i'm weird?

another funnier thing. i once told my mum that when i get pregnant next time, i wanna have morning sickness everyday. and when the baby is due, i want my water bag to burst out of sudden and i wanna scream my lungs out in the labour room, with my husband accompanying me. my mum's respone? "i think you watch too much of tvb series". lols. but hey, that's my ideal pregnancy.

2 weeks ago, my mum told me that my neighbour gave birth to a baby boy. last week, wei shyong's friend told me that his girlfriend is 7 weeks pregnant and they'll be tying the knot soon. *congrats. i'm happy for you. then few days ago, min shyong's royal angel was brought to the world. in my campus, there's a few lecturer getting pregnant. wait a minute. is it a trend or what?

regardless trend or not, i have a hard time controlling myself not to be stimulated by them. i can't help but to imagine harder on my wedding day and my pregnancy days. i've been stimulated a few times by verone, teaching me the proper way to walk when i'm pregnant, so much so i guess i'm suffering from a pre-pregnancy-hormonal change. i kept on imagining that i'm pregnant! oh god! alright, now let me give you a piece of my mind.

I, MS.JONIE NEOH WANTS TO GET MARRY AND MAKE BABIES TOO!

but fret not. i'll inform the whole world when the time comes. as for now, i can't help but to further day dreaming.